kittenslayer87

kittenslayer87 @ 2007-05-31T00:32:00

2007-05-31T07:34:11Z

it really is hilarious to read how someone who flunked navy bootcamp for being too fat to run a mile can make so many blog entries of all the woes and trials of adjusting to back to civilian life after "all they have seen."

kittenslayer87 @ 2006-12-06T19:28:00

2006-12-06T19:28:32Z

yesterday was the perfect day

matt came over in the morning, then we drove out to half moon bay to pillar point. We were the first ones there, so we went and got lunch at some brewing company right by the ocean. Then we met everyone and went out to the tide pool area. Sean found the biggest starfish ever; it could cover a person's whole face. Then, on the way back from the beach we went horsebackriding. Our guide didn't speak any english, but it was cool because I talked to him in spanish a bit. Couldn't really have had a better, more event filled day.

kittenslayer87 @ 2006-10-16T19:58:00

2006-10-16T20:00:05Z

kittenslayer87 @ 2006-09-05T18:00:00

2006-09-06T01:07:21Z

I woke up monday morning greeted in the most terrible way.

"good morning. Your hero is dead." Steve Irwin, as everyone knows, died sunday. That guy was my hero ever since I was little. I used to watch him on tv and I had a whole pile of stuffed animal crocodiles. The guy was a real inspiration to the world. Before him, it was hard to find a person who appreciated reptiles and saw the beauty in them. He made people realize that reptiles were vauluable creatures, and not things to be killed on sight. I think he would have been ok with going out like he did. But I can't help but feel awful for his family. Baby Bob is only 3 years old; he'll never really know his dad. Terri's a widow, and his girl is going to have her first holiday without her dad. It is such a tragedy that he's gone; I think he is an irreplaceable person. He reached out to millions of people and taught about the importance of conservation and taught people to love unlovable animals. I can only hope to have a fraction of the impact that he did on the world.

kittenslayer87 @ 2006-08-13T19:12:00

2006-08-14T02:18:12Z

i want everything to change but at the same time i want everything how it used to be.

somethings very not right and its making me unhappy

i hate work. I hate wasting my time and having every day be a repetition of the next with no change and no excitement and no fun. I'm sick of knowing what tomorrow is going to be with not a single new thing or surprise along the way. I need a change of pace and i need to meet new people

kittenslayer87 @ 2006-07-07T12:34:00

2006-07-07T19:36:24Z

today=fair

Saw Pirates of the Carribean last night. Definately a fun movie. I kind of dressed up, and I got matt to wear a hat and an eyepatch. I was kinda surprised at how many people were there, and how many people were dressed up. There's only so many movies you can dress up to go see, so you may as well have fun.

kittenslayer87 @ 2006-07-05T20:55:00

2006-07-06T04:03:32Z

I have my new computer and it is spectacular. Far better than my previous one.

The fourth was pretty spectacular. Ben's party was a lot of fun, and of course getting to play with fireworks was a plus. We drove out to a park in dublin where there were people lighting off hundrends of fireworks. It was crazy. I really want to try and get nicer fireworks for next year. Matt and I didn't think we were going to be the only one's bringing fireworks to bens, and so the backyard firework show sort of sucked.

I went and walked puppies today. Nice way to just relax and kill some time.

my lj's job has been outsourced. Its much nicer writing in my little book than it is on here.

The things i need to do with my computer now are install speakers, get my digital camera set up and somehow transport my itunes music library to this computadora.

Day 2 of working was ok. Thats really the best word for ti. It doesn't suck too much, and its not great. I'm really hoping that an Animal Control aide position opens up. $35k a year starting would be pretty sweet.

kittenslayer87 @ 2006-07-03T08:41:00

2006-07-03T15:43:53Z

Hmmmmmm..............

so, i will be getting a new computer soon. Within 2 weeks it should be set up and ready. Its got all sorts of gadgets that will make it awesome for digital photography and I will finally be able to browse the internet or type something without my computer crashing every 15 minutes.

I'm getting a job at this one petstore in livermore. It should be pretty cool; I'll get to feed sharks. Feeding sharks is a pretty neat thing not everyone gets to do.

kittenslayer87 @ 2006-04-15T17:36:00

2006-04-17T02:04:00Z

losers plan in life: go to cosmotology/beauty school

kittenslayer87 @ 2006-03-11T09:44:00

2006-03-11T18:00:14Z

Today was really great.
I got out of bed really late because my alarm clock has broken and I cannot afford a new one at the moment.

I feel good because today I getting my lip pierced! Finally! Mom said I could and she's signed the forms and EVERYTHING!

I'm so hardcore. Me and Buzz went to the mall today, and I stole a whole heap of stuff. I got a Good Charlotte CD, a couple of DVDs and some new boots. Buzz got caught, but he fought his way out, and then we stole some lady's car and smashed it into a phone booth.

Last night I had to go and pay Joshua's bail. He's such a jerk. He got arrested for punching the Walmart clerk in the face for refusing to sell him beer. He's only 16!

I want to tell the world to get fucked.

I am making this journal friends only because I don't want the world to read what I'm writing, even though I'm posting it on the internet.

Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! Here's ten thousand photographs of my cat.

I want to say thanks to the world for absolutely fucking nothing! You all suck. I feel so alone, no one ever reads this journal, or even comments to let me know that I'm not suffering alone. It's cold here, and I want to die, but I cannot figure out how many of you to take with me when I go.

I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have bipolar disorder, which makes me different enough to be interesting, but the same as all the other cool people with bipolar disorder.

You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you you're a moron.

That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with my favourite Buffy fan-fiction piece I wrote last year when I was in hospital.

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kittenslayer87 @ 2006-03-03T00:59:00

2006-03-04T10:26:52Z

the internets not that much fun anymore

kittenslayer87 @ 2005-12-19T23:54:00

2005-12-20T07:53:45Z

just in case anyone wasnt aware i am completely in love.............

kittenslayer87 @ 2005-12-04T20:12:00

2005-12-05T04:15:40Z

why is it that everyone and their mom finds it neccasary to post pictures of them and their friends doing stupid things as if it were somehow funny.

kittenslayer87 @ 2005-11-20T16:43:00

2005-11-21T00:49:12Z

Today I shall go visit a friend and see her pets.

And by pets I mean creatures like this:

kittenslayer87 @ 2005-11-18T20:33:00

2005-11-19T04:46:50Z

can we say over react?

kittenslayer87 @ 2005-11-18T12:14:00

2005-11-18T20:22:09Z

so i am now officially an adult.

Its neat, even though i dont feel any older. There's some cool perks I guess. Being able to go to the hookah bar with people. And because i'm a nerd, going to walk dogs at the animal shelter unsupervised.

So for my birthday I got to go to Hana Japan for dinner. It was just my family and matt. Our guy wasnt very good; he kept missing when he tried to toss and catch egg shells and shrimp tails. But his name was Julio and thats a cool name so it makes up for everything. The food was amazing of course.

Then, since harry potter happened to come out on my birthday, me, matt, susie, giggles and some other people went to see the midnight showing. The movie was pretty good, but of course the book was better. Giggles got there six hours early, but i thought that was a tad bit overkill so i showed up at 10 and we played poker for a bit, then played some other game that took for ever and was impossible to finish.

I really want a baby dragon.

I got a palm pilot for my birthday, which i'm super excited about because now i can keep track of everything and be more organized. Plus, it doubles as an ipod.

that is all

kittenslayer87 @ 2005-11-13T12:41:00

2005-11-13T20:37:57Z

You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 10/10 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Math?

Thats one extreme hiding bush

2005-11-03T03:05:39Z

*I attempted to color my hair today. I think it looks ok. I am now blonder

*I went to the zoo today, and it was spectacular

*I LOVE ALLIGATORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Matt is cooler than ice

Frogs are cute

Confession

2005-11-01T22:12:19Z

I like people to like me

I hate being on bad terms with people

I hate to hate people

I hate it when people hate me

I wont be one of those people who says "I dont care what anyone thinks"

because they are lieing

I will say I dont care what everyone thinks

because that is the truth

but whether it makes me a loser or not

i want people to like me

but i think a lot dont

it makes me sad and frustrated

hecka sweet

2005-10-28T01:17:20Z

*today there was a rally schedule at school that I did not no about, so i was twenty minutes late and I got to leave 45 minutes early. Sweet.

* I accomplished my goal of excersizing. I took my bike up to the ridge and attempted to ride up the hill. I'd say 85% was me pushing my bike up the hill, which is also good excersize, but not as fun. On the way don, I couldnt keep myself from breaking. I remember I used to just fly down without giving any thought to "what if there's a pot hole" and not worrying about crashing and falling. But after crashing and falling several times, and with some nifty scars to remind you, its much harder to just let go of the breaks without being scared of getting hurt.

*Everything looks surreal from the top of the ridge. Possible factor to the awesome looking is the lack of oxygen from attempting to ride a bike up a very steep hill.

*I am going to go cook dinner

lets do bullet points

2005-10-23T07:19:36Z

*my finger really hurts. So much so that i am adjusting my typing so that i dont have to use it. My dad went to grab my keys from me and he snatched them and a key cut my finger. And for some reason it really hurts, more than a cut should.

*i decided to see what happens when you touch dry ice to your skin. The conclucion is nothing too bad just a weird feeling.

*matt is coming over. we are probably going to watch sex and the city :) and i am probably going to fall asleep. I'm so thrilled with how things are going with matt; i couldnt imagine a more perfect guy. My parents really like him too which makes it cool because they're ok if he comes over at midnight or stays really late. I could post an entire entry dedicated to "I <3 matt" but that would be lame. But i could. just saying....

*i am now on independent study and i dont have to go to hs

*i have rearanged my room

*my finger really freakin hurts. why am i being such a pussy? i normally handle cuts and scraps and bruises like a manly man but now i even have a bandaid and neosporan

kittenslayer87 @ 2005-10-22T01:30:00

2005-10-22T08:26:48Z

when will everything be right?

lovers

2005-10-20T04:54:56Z

I have actually managed to impress myself with my cooking abilities. I started cooking dinner since my mom works till 7. She's very appreciative of coming home to dinner ready on the table. My dad made a deal with me that if I keep it up for a year, then he will buy me a computer.

At this moment I am waiting for Matt to get over here.

I have also started cleaning my house. I need to make a weekly schedule of what chorse to do and when. I hate to say it, but I kind of like not having my mom around much. If the kitchen needs to be cleaned and she's nagging at me while im watching tv to go do it, then I wont do it. But if she's not there, and I happen to notice the kitchen needs to be cleaned, then I'll do it. I guess i just dont like being told what to do.

I've been reading a lot this year. Its pretty lonely at school without Chelsea. I suppose I could go hang out with other people and make new friends, but I guess I like being alone too much. I eat lunch by myself and I read. I've read four books so far. The Adventures of Tom and Huck, Into the Forest, the Princess Bride and now I am reading Crispin. I still havent finished the outlander series. I loved all the books so far; I guess you could say I'm "saving" the series since I know there wont be anymore.

Chemistry is pretty neat. I never figured myself for a science person but apperently im pretty good at it. I understand it all while it seems to confuse everyone else.

AP Spanish is awesome. I think I'm failing it, but thats because I skipped spanish 3 and my spanish 2 teacher was so terrible it didnt count. I love learning. I really dont care about whatever grades I get because they don't reflect what you have learned. I've gotten A's in classes that I learned nothing in, and D's and F's in classes that I learned a lot. I'm able to see myself improve in spanish speaking; I wrote my first essay yesterday and I think it turned out ok. Unfortunately, I had to drop French. Hard skipping 2 levels of spanish and taking french at the same time.

Still waiting for matt. On that subject matt is awesome. the end

forever

2005-10-03T09:05:29Z

the only one single constant thing in your life is you. I do a lot of thinking. One of the things that came across my mind the other day as I was hanging out with some friends is how I had known all of those people only a short time. A few months before I was hanging out with a completely different set of people. And a few months before that different people still, and before that different, etc. There are so many experiences and memories that are totally unique to me, that no one else will ever really understand. It just strikes me as somehow amazing at all the things life has to offer. I mean, almost a year ago I was with *someone* and a bunch of other people and we bought she male porn and left it on some homophobe kids doorstep. It was fun. But that life is totally over; i dont even know any of those people anymore. I'm not even that person anymore. And sometimes you dont see someone for seven years. And then somehow they are back in your life once again. You have more lives than one; the end of everything is a beginning of something new. There's something to hericlitus; the material world undergoes constant change.

I cant help but wonder, how long will this life last? How long till everything changes?

Owned

2005-09-23T03:01:01Z