kittenslayer87

it really is hilarious to read how someone who flunked navy bootcamp for being too fat to run a mile can make so many blog entries of all the woes and trials of adjusting to back to civilian life after "all they have seen."

yesterday was the perfect day

matt came over in the morning, then we drove out to half moon bay to pillar point. We were the first ones there, so we went and got lunch at some brewing company right by the ocean. Then we met everyone and went out to the tide pool area. Sean found the biggest starfish ever; it could cover a person's whole face. Then, on the way back from the beach we went horsebackriding. Our guide didn't speak any english, but it was cool because I talked to him in spanish a bit. Couldn't really have had a better, more event filled day.

I woke up monday morning greeted in the most terrible way.

"good morning. Your hero is dead." Steve Irwin, as everyone knows, died sunday. That guy was my hero ever since I was little. I used to watch him on tv and I had a whole pile of stuffed animal crocodiles. The guy was a real inspiration to the world. Before him, it was hard to find a person who appreciated reptiles and saw the beauty in them. He made people realize that reptiles were vauluable creatures, and not things to be killed on sight. I think he would have been ok with going out like he did. But I can't help but feel awful for his family. Baby Bob is only 3 years old; he'll never really know his dad. Terri's a widow, and his girl is going to have her first holiday without her dad. It is such a tragedy that he's gone; I think he is an irreplaceable person. He reached out to millions of people and taught about the importance of conservation and taught people to love unlovable animals. I can only hope to have a fraction of the impact that he did on the world.

i want everything to change but at the same time i want everything how it used to be.

somethings very not right and its making me unhappy

i hate work. I hate wasting my time and having every day be a repetition of the next with no change and no excitement and no fun. I'm sick of knowing what tomorrow is going to be with not a single new thing or surprise along the way. I need a change of pace and i need to meet new people

today=fair

Saw Pirates of the Carribean last night. Definately a fun movie. I kind of dressed up, and I got matt to wear a hat and an eyepatch. I was kinda surprised at how many people were there, and how many people were dressed up. There's only so many movies you can dress up to go see, so you may as well have fun.

I have my new computer and it is spectacular. Far better than my previous one.

The fourth was pretty spectacular. Ben's party was a lot of fun, and of course getting to play with fireworks was a plus. We drove out to a park in dublin where there were people lighting off hundrends of fireworks. It was crazy. I really want to try and get nicer fireworks for next year. Matt and I didn't think we were going to be the only one's bringing fireworks to bens, and so the backyard firework show sort of sucked.

I went and walked puppies today. Nice way to just relax and kill some time.

my lj's job has been outsourced. Its much nicer writing in my little book than it is on here.

The things i need to do with my computer now are install speakers, get my digital camera set up and somehow transport my itunes music library to this computadora.

Day 2 of working was ok. Thats really the best word for ti. It doesn't suck too much, and its not great. I'm really hoping that an Animal Control aide position opens up. $35k a year starting would be pretty sweet.

Hmmmmmm..............

so, i will be getting a new computer soon. Within 2 weeks it should be set up and ready. Its got all sorts of gadgets that will make it awesome for digital photography and I will finally be able to browse the internet or type something without my computer crashing every 15 minutes.

I'm getting a job at this one petstore in livermore. It should be pretty cool; I'll get to feed sharks. Feeding sharks is a pretty neat thing not everyone gets to do.

losers plan in life: go to cosmotology/beauty school

Today was really great.
I got out of bed really late because my alarm clock has broken and I cannot afford a new one at the moment.

I feel good because today I getting my lip pierced! Finally! Mom said I could and she's signed the forms and EVERYTHING!

I'm so hardcore. Me and Buzz went to the mall today, and I stole a whole heap of stuff. I got a Good Charlotte CD, a couple of DVDs and some new boots. Buzz got caught, but he fought his way out, and then we stole some lady's car and smashed it into a phone booth.

Last night I had to go and pay Joshua's bail. He's such a jerk. He got arrested for punching the Walmart clerk in the face for refusing to sell him beer. He's only 16!

I want to tell the world to get fucked.

I am making this journal friends only because I don't want the world to read what I'm writing, even though I'm posting it on the internet.

Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! Here's ten thousand photographs of my cat.

I want to say thanks to the world for absolutely fucking nothing! You all suck. I feel so alone, no one ever reads this journal, or even comments to let me know that I'm not suffering alone. It's cold here, and I want to die, but I cannot figure out how many of you to take with me when I go.

I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have bipolar disorder, which makes me different enough to be interesting, but the same as all the other cool people with bipolar disorder.

You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you you're a moron.

That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with my favourite Buffy fan-fiction piece I wrote last year when I was in hospital.

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the internets not that much fun anymore

just in case anyone wasnt aware i am completely in love.............

why is it that everyone and their mom finds it neccasary to post pictures of them and their friends doing stupid things as if it were somehow funny.

Today I shall go visit a friend and see her pets.

And by pets I mean creatures like this:

can we say over react?

so i am now officially an adult.

Its neat, even though i dont feel any older. There's some cool perks I guess. Being able to go to the hookah bar with people. And because i'm a nerd, going to walk dogs at the animal shelter unsupervised.

So for my birthday I got to go to Hana Japan for dinner. It was just my family and matt. Our guy wasnt very good; he kept missing when he tried to toss and catch egg shells and shrimp tails. But his name was Julio and thats a cool name so it makes up for everything. The food was amazing of course.

Then, since harry potter happened to come out on my birthday, me, matt, susie, giggles and some other people went to see the midnight showing. The movie was pretty good, but of course the book was better. Giggles got there six hours early, but i thought that was a tad bit overkill so i showed up at 10 and we played poker for a bit, then played some other game that took for ever and was impossible to finish.

I really want a baby dragon.

I got a palm pilot for my birthday, which i'm super excited about because now i can keep track of everything and be more organized. Plus, it doubles as an ipod.

that is all